Evolving.
This is literally the evolution of me into what I want to be. Coming into my own. I think you take a lot of shit for granted when it just happens in front of your face, but when it passes and you’re looking at it through the rearview, you’re like damn I should have had more fun with that. Now, I’m in a space I’m having a blast with every single little thing. Trying to be focused and also bring as much energy to the situation as I can. I think it’s paying off.

Seems like it, you’ve been doing a ton.
You’d think doing a tour for Weightwatchers doesn’t sound like the coolest thing in the fucking world, but then you think about it. It’s huge arenas, it’s a company that is about wellness and health. I go to these shows, I’m learning shit, I’m feeling better, this is cool. Had to look in the mirror and be like, “You define cool to you.” Why am I worried about somebody who I don’t hang out with and care what they think? I know what cool is and that’s what I’m trying to do.

Push past the hype. Do what really matters to you.
Exactly. What are your fucking values? What is worth what? You start to realize, I was valuing some shit that did not matter. I said I wanted to play this festival, do this show, and have a video premiere on this site, blah blah blah. What does that do? That’s just exposure. I’m trying to raise the floor for me and the people around me instead of like, “Sky’s the limit.” Why don’t we worry about raising that floor and make sure that all the things that we’re doing are stable and in a good place? Reflections has really helped me realize and focus on that shit. Three years ago, would I be here? Hell, no. Because I wasn’t reliable. By dropping a lot of shit, you pick up a lot of shit.

Making space for it.
Make space to grow. Drop the clout. Who gives a shit. What am I focused on here really? Having had years going completely broke, being completely depressed, having been what I thought was on top, being in a situation now where it’s actually like you’re not on top but I’m around and doing stuff I can’t even see the scope of until later. I just fucking did this, like 18,000 people cheering on a drop that I made exactly when I wanted these people to cheer and they did! Cool to look at the rest of your life and be like, “I know how to aim.”

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